Theme Song

For Cat Hartliebe.

I’ve joked about both Loser by Bigbang and Lovesick Girls by Blackpink as being my theme song. There’s been a few.

But I would say none of those fully match to me.

The one that really matches to me as a person would be Ann白安’s 我只想在乎我在乎的.

I know you don’t understand it. And when I listen I don’t either. It’s more than just the words. The entire song matches me. The video. It’s everything.

I’m not even sure what to say about it even. The melody is happy and positive but the words really aren’t. Not that they’re depressed. It’s more as if she’s tired of playing the part society expects out of a person.

It’s a let me be me song. It’s asking for peace. Every single thing about this song hits the right note.

And because of that, I have it saved to my bookmarks. There’s just something about it that recreates calm.

I love GD. I love Blackpink. And I do listen to them often. But Ann is… She’s on another level.

She has no idea who I am. But we feel similar. Her words matter. And I don’t think I’d be where I am today without her.

Not that GD and Blackpink aren’t similar, but I didn’t find them first. Maybe Jiyong would win in this contest. Maybe. But for now, I claim this song as my theme song. I don’t see how any other song can beat it.


Quick Google Translate gives the idea of the song not the truth of it:

I just want to care what i care

Lyricist: Bai An Composer: Bai An
I just want to care what i care
Singing: Bai An

I turn off the TV and turn off the music
I turn off the phone and turn off the source of the noise
I really want to fall asleep peacefully

I turn off the light and want to turn off the fatigue
I want to turn off the unfamiliar and ignore your changes
If i can refuse all this

I just want to care what i care
Don’t want to pretend to be enthusiastic and responsible
If I lose more than the income
Maybe I can’t afford it anymore
I just want to care what i care
The more you resist, the more unable to be reborn
If the world has its rules
I can only care about what I can care about

I turn off the TV and turn off the music
I turn off the phone and turn off the source of the noise
I really want to fall asleep peacefully

I turn off the light and want to turn off the fatigue
I want to turn off the unfamiliar and ignore your changes
If i can refuse all this

I just want to care what i care
Don’t want to pretend to be enthusiastic and responsible
If I lose more than the income
Maybe I can’t afford it anymore
I just want to care what i care
The more you resist, the more unable to be reborn
If the world has its rules
I can only care about what I can care about

I just want to care what i care
Don’t want to pretend to be enthusiastic and responsible
If I lose more than the income
Maybe I can’t afford it anymore
I just want to care what i care
The more you resist, the more unable to be reborn
If the world has its rules
I can only care about what I can care about

I turn off the TV and turn off the music
I turn off the phone but can’t turn off the worry
I really want to fall asleep peacefully

I turn off the light and want to turn off the fatigue
I want to turn off the stranger, turn off all the screens
If i can only care what you don’t care

Lyrics: https://www.kkbox.com/sg/en/song/1spuwg901S18N6VLX6VLX0P4-index.html

我只想在乎我在乎的

Lyricist: 白安 Composer: 白安
我只想在乎我在乎的
演唱:白安

我关掉电视 关掉音乐
我关掉手机 关掉杂讯的来源
我好想要安静的入睡

我关掉电灯 想关掉疲惫
想关掉陌生 漠视你的改变
如果我能拒绝这一切

我只想在乎我在乎的
不想装作热情负责任
如果我赔的总大于所得
也许我付不起再认真
我只想在乎我在乎的
越是抗拒越无法重生
如果这世界有它的规则
我也只能在乎我能在乎的

我关掉电视 关掉音乐
我关掉手机 关掉杂讯的来源
我好想要安静的入睡

我关掉电灯 想关掉疲惫
想关掉陌生 漠视你的改变
如果我能拒绝这一切

我只想在乎我在乎的
不想装作热情负责任
如果我赔的总大于所得
也许我付不起再认真
我只想在乎我在乎的
越是抗拒越无法重生
如果这世界有它的规则
我也只能在乎我能在乎的

我只想在乎我在乎的
不想装作热情负责任
如果我赔的总大于所得
也许我付不起再认真
我只想在乎我在乎的
越是抗拒越无法重生
如果这世界有它的规则
我也只能在乎我能在乎的

我关掉电视 关掉音乐
我关掉手机却关不掉挂念
我好想要安静的入睡

我关掉电灯 想关掉疲惫
想关掉陌生 关掉所有的画面
如果我只能在乎你不在乎的


[About Cat Hartliebe]

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